the world is never fair.

we had the PTC todae. when i first enter the hall. i saw niang and her daddy. they talked very very long to the teachers...or maybe is the teachers talked very long to them ? hahaha. okae. wadeva. then mrs ho and 10 piercings miss koh dint really talked that much to my mother larr. if i did not talk to mrs ho abt the class position, she wouldn't have showed me ! haha. kae. and i think 10 piercings miss koh is very cute ! (: so small. heh. then after that me, sist and mum went to town. was actually there to shop for my roxy pencil case and shorts. but nvm.. this is depressing. i was like feeling "i worked so hard but what did i get ? " i know its not anybody's fault. but its the ROXY COMPANY fault. i really hate. sheesh. i cant find the roxy pencil case i want and not giving up, i searched all the roxy shops in town. but NONE. is this fair ? NO. not just this. am i really that slim ? i don think so. there's no size for me. the shorts. ahhh. wad is this ? im very pissed and disappointed. had i known that all this wld happen, i wont even go to attend the PTC with my mommy. all this is in vain. study so hard for wad ? idiot. i mustmustMUST get the shorts AND the pencil case. why is my sist always luckier than me ? i think the most happiest time i always have is in school. if she wants, she gets it. FOR SURE. see. are her results better than me ? NO. did she get what she wanted ? YES. wad is all this ? bahhs ! she bot a ripcurl handbag, dcp sleeveless shirt. then the rest. she have i also have. but why those two when her results are worse than me ? why is this so so so unfair !? and she tot she is very mature ? ripcurl HANDBAG. handbag okae. not sling bag. wth. nvm. let her be. i really don believe that i cam be so unlucky. this is depressing.

go awaaaaaay !