i want more, more and more of singapore idol please !

haf not been blogging for some time. many things have happened recently. all the work, tests, projects. the projects that we have done neva seem to be ending. i hate projects. totally. now there's the literature project. and yarr. becos of that, i was quite pissed at pui yoong. sorrysorrySORRY pui yoong ! but were fine now. we wont quarrel rite...wont rite...okae. yarr. and we have alreadi finished maths,history,science,english,chinese,literature...yupp. the last paper is on monday. and i was very very angry at thivya. she bought the same bottle as me, hung exactly the same as me ! ahh. can jus box her face. butbutBUT amyy;niang came to my rescue ! hahaha. okae. and...yarr. then im very stressed because of the literature larr....haiyahh. the whole whole is like doing everything wrong ! im helping them with this, that. wad is the problem ? ok. i shall shut up. i noe im not the only one over here who us stressed. cherene is even stressed. so i guess im not in the place to say im stressed. this entire week is total depressing larr. i dunnoe why, i cant smile anymore. i mean yarr i do. but not like before ? i suddenly find things are not funie anymore. whether it is a joke or wad. i really dunnoe wad happened. i need someone to tok to. someone really nice and friendly. who can this someone be ? im still waiting forever waiting. but things are just all depressing. i dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe wad to do. i need someone to confide in. i dunnoe wad has really happened. wad is happening to me ? i dunnoe. okae. i will trytryTRY to become like before. i need myself badly. okae. okae. this is all so depressing ? or am i suffering from depression ? no i dont. i don beat pple up easily, i dont throw my temper easily. so. wad is wrong ? i used to find every single thing funie. but now, every single thing jus irritates me. i need a life badly. yesyes i do. i can now only depend on my "chat partners" for life. i can laugh if u wan me to. but everything is jus so fake. u get it ? nvm. why am i saying all these ? to let u all know? well. maybe. but why ? i dunnoe. really dunnoe. dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe .

this is depressing.
getting much more depressing each day.
help me someone. save me.